Fate's Questions

Give me a sign.
Shall I fail like all the others?
Or shall i finally succeed?
I want to know my Fate.
Will i kill it with my own stupidity,
Or shall i finally find the right words to say?
So many questions I ask of my Fate.
Why is this so different?
Why do I try now,
whereas before i just let it play along?
Will i try too hard?
What will happen if I fail?
Wait...scratch that one.
I will not fail.
I Will succeed.
I will throw away my negative.
It shall burn down when it hits the wind,
the ashes strewn across the face of the planet.
Never to harm me again.
No doubts shall enter my mind,
Those destroyers of happiness.
I am adment.
I will NOT fail.